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read only if your in 8th grade. and bored. [10 Nov 2005|10:43pm] [ music | deathcab. ] ( its that time aggggain. ) 1 said :: think.

[06 Nov 2005|04:50pm] HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. i am coming home from wednesday night to saturday night. pencil me in kiddos. i cannot wait to see my home boys and girls. holla. wednesday night i will be attending deathcab....anyone else going? little saving of the seats phone tree action needs to happen... bo and bem are my remedies. i cannot wait! yogurt mill, penis cakes, and axe to the penis cakes! mary wanser, vulgar talks, mom!, and cuzz'in. I CANNOT WAIT! see ya around the trolley center! bahama.... think.

[16 Oct 2005|11:35am] well. i am playing soccer today for the first time in four years. i am a little scared to say the least. i dont know if my lungs can do it anymore. aye. bad habits. i miss my girl friends. i do. i miss you girls. life is okay as of now. my doctor told me this and i just thought it was funny. "guys could walk over dead bodies to get to the refridgerator and never notice". it is so true. being in a relationship is hard work. it is like having three extra classes. i would not trade it for the world...but it is hard. noah and i have gone to traders every night this week and bought dinner and cooked it at his house. i cook while he watches the baseball game. then he will come in every now and then and we will act like we are dancing...waltz style. and then i will stir dinner...and we will start all over again. we are stubborn. we are sensitive. and we both do things that irk eachother. but for some reason...it all does not matter when the love is there. we went to an imax movie yesterday too. SO SWEET. please do it. right when we paid they slid over 3-D glasses and noah and i jumped for joy. the sea creatures were coming at us! so cool! i will be a new girl by christmas break. i am breaking awful habits i have picked up. and i will feel good. annnd ummmmm. i am pretty excited about deathcab. i think about it everyday. whoooweee. bo your posts make me laugh. emily i love you. i miss you girls. BAH. 2 said :: think.

i know i know. but anything but homework. muahaba! [07 Oct 2005|01:20pm] [ music | pinback. fortress. ] twenty facts about me. kamala janine connors. 1. if i had to eat one meal three times a day for one month, it would be subway. cereal in a close second. very close second. 2. i really love themed parties. i love dressing up for things. sailor, pirates, mexican. anything. 3. i have learned alot since i came to college. i have learned the things that has allowed me to grow into a better person...but, i do realize i will ALWAYS be learning. always. it is a good thing though. holla.  4. i miss clown laughs during lunch in asb, i miss my mormon friends, i miss innocent fun, football games, pack tv, and teachers that care about you. yeah, i do miss that. 5. i like being by myself...is that  weird? ....i value my "alone" time. i sound like a creepy pedophile. i like driving by myself and listening to any song i want. as loud as i want. with the windows down. now, that was extensive eh? :) 6. whoever says pepsi is better then coke should declare themselves raging idiots. 7. as much as i complain about being broke and bitching about not being able to buy clothes...i am very thankful for the life i have been brought up in. i have had to work for everything i have and i am thankful for that. i have learned alot of things about myself and what my moral beliefs are in life. mamma shane rules. 8. i am tempted to just take a break from college and go to africa to work. like really tempted. 9. and speaking of school. i have not done shit this year so far. and i totally mean that. nothing. as in have not bought books for classes or gotten a good grade on a test yet. i am making myself sound real good huh? college is bullshit. bullshit professors get up in front of a class of 400, with seating only available for 150 and just re-read the readings assinged for us the week before. bullshit waste of money. well, at least his semester. hah. 10. i am very nice to people. whenever i go somewhere and the person that is helping me is wearing a nametag i call them by their name. people always think that is weird. i am also one of those people that will walk up to you and tell you if i like your hair, shirt, or jeans if i do. we do not give compliments enough. 11. "i came to san diego twice this summer. the first time to fall in love with you. and the second time to tell you". best quote of my life. i am in love. and would not trade it for anything. anything. no diesel jeans, no subway, no lucky charms! i did not know i could love someone so much. 12. if you have not bought "late registration". you are an idiot. amazing cd. 13. here in fullerton, adelphia cable offers the best channel ever created. channel 152. the gas channel. legends of the hidden temple, guts, nick arcade, etc etc. it is all i do when i am home. 14. i try to plan my sechdule everyday around oprah. 3:00pm. i will do anything to get in front of a tv to watch it. 15. although i love summer. i do not like showing skin. well, because i am gross. this is my favorite time of the year. october to like december. i love the holidays. i reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally do. 16. i miss my mom. all of you kids who are begging to get out of house because your parents are the "worst" or whatever lame excuse you have. you will miss them. the little things you take for granted. whoowee you will miss 'em. 17. i check out girls more then boys...that is weird huh? 18. i cannot wait to move to europe. 19. i used to squirm at the thought of being married or having children. but i absolutely love children. i always hated when my mom and i would be in the grocery store and she would make noises and wave at a baby. well, now that is me. hahaha. oh goodness. 20. i cry often. weird?. 3 said :: think.

[27 Sep 2005|12:03am] [ music | fugees ] i realized today that i live my life feeling inferior and envious towards every other woman in the world.     it sucks.

[18 Sep 2005|09:57pm] i have had a fucking crazy week. and nika can vouch for that, eh nika? fuck motherfuck busy busy school work work no sleep studying boyfriend me being a bitch crying crying school study study study no sleep and bitch. life can be AWESOME. 1 said :: think.

[13 Sep 2005|10:31pm] [ music | death cab ] well! i am now known as kamala janine connors, the most talented server at old spag' EVER. not really. i fucked up alot. and forgot names. and whos order was whos. but i had a great night. and i am very thankful for the opportunity i have been given. i mean i look like a big stalky dyke in my work clothes...buuuuuut, i mean. whatevskies. and besides...turning down more than like 400.00 a week....me?...no. ahhh i can see the shopping bags nooow. muah-ha-HAH. everyone knows. and no one cares. but i am in love with this man named noah. like, really in love. he leaves flowers on my bed for me to come home to, learns deathcab songs and plays them on the guitar for me, makes me rice krispy treat cereal (that was discontinued in like fourth grade) by breaking up individual rice krispy treats, buys gushers fruit snacks and otter pops, and we yell out be-bo-be-bo to eachother. yeah, call me a faggot. i can deal. nika, my beautiful roommate is 19 in 2.5 HOURS. if only she knew she was going to wake up with my fingers in her vag. haah. i LOVE you NIKA. <3 BO. i am very depressed about friday. as in VERY depressed. i am putting myself on a strict "NO VAG" diet because i feel so terrible. (after tonight with nika of course). but do not think for one second you will not get a vulgar and disguisting card from fullerton, california. street: nutwood. emily and nicole i miss you very much as well. better believe it. and with that. i dedicate this picture to you three girls. because i love YOU. and i am not studying for my biology test tomorrow that i will rediculously fail where my professor will come up to me and tell me to drop the class because i am a raging idiot. but that is why i love college. i am having fun...and i am allowed to just fuck up every once in awhile and not care. AMEN. and to sleep I GO. 5 said :: think.

OC PREMIERE! [09 Sep 2005|02:24pm] if you did not watch. pft. man i feel sorry for you! BO WHERE ARE YOU!? think.

well friends! [05 Sep 2005|08:50pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | death cab for cutie ] i finally learned how to post pictures! (well im not very good at it, yet). so! now im just going to post PICTURES BECAUSE I AM ONE CRAZY MOTHERFUCKA! muahahah! parkway plaza for life, and im ou-t!... 2 said :: think.

[29 Aug 2005|01:33pm] can i just tell you that i am part of a foursome team that is cooler than anyone or anything ever. bahamuaha. saturday-sunday. i have not laughed that hard since '87. i love my best friends. bo. our humor never seizes to amaze me. we are not right. hah! thank you girls for coming. fullerton is a hot spot. if i were you i would get my ass up here. Y-E-S. think.

[19 Aug 2005|09:08am] i could use an order of emily wanser, with a side of britney ortega also known as BO, and a big heepin' dessert of nicole. because i have always wanted to eat her out? bobaboooobaybaoa! 3 said :: think.

[14 Aug 2005|12:32am] and tonight friends we celebrated my (pre) birthday. and it was spectacular! (bem is that spelled right?) sorry i fugged the cake up! i have reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally great people in my life. thank you everyone :) i really love you girls. i am 2-0 tomorrow! yeaaahaha! 1 said :: think.

[07 Aug 2005|10:53pm] i would take love over all the money, designer jeans, or subway six inch sandwhiches the world could offer me... it is just the best. i miss my girls. come back to me or sumptin bitches. august 13th. bennihanas. do not fogetaboutit! nika. we move into our apartment next week!!! yipskip and a jump for that <3 love you. 1 said :: think.

[28 Jul 2005|03:16am] 18 days until i am twizze-zero. there aint NO teen in DAT. i love my girlfriends. my best friend is....again my boyfriend. yay, yay, yay, and yay. times those "yays" by 500 now. i want to celebrate the rest of summer. on saturday night, at emily marie wansers house...i laughed the hardest i have ever laughed. i have had some great times so far. now lets all stop working so much and being so tired?... nika, my roommate/cooter toucher is my favorite lady ever. and i get her! our apartment will be stunning. if anyone ever needs a break...the pirate living room will be waiting. peace and love, because it aint nothin' but a gangsta'party. 2 said :: think.

[19 Jul 2005|11:44pm] so maybe i have changed..... "are you going to tell him when he comes?" is that the right way to spell the one you were talking about? you sicko. oh emily how i love you. now dim the lights <3 1 said :: think.

[13 Jul 2005|09:23pm] i would like to meet someone of the opposite sex. old, small, big, round, tall, short. i just want to meet someone who makes me laugh and will feel the same admiration and love i feel for them. this whole guessing, assuming, questioning, thinking thing just does not work for me anymore. it absorbs so much time and energy. it is just hard when the people that know you the best ask you....and know what you really are thinking. bah. i am scared to go back to school. kinda. study abroad and semester at sea here i come. i am 20 in 32 days. yippy! britney t. i still would really like to do coffee with you. b, bem, nicoli. i love you girls too much. mike ray and theo. mexico. y-es. ye-s. and ye-s. stupid nutritionist does not know shit. freshman 90. like a brick. and i do know that typing this following thing will make me sound pathetic, shallow, and ungrateful....but working in a salon and interacting with people constantly...i have the opportunity to observe and people watch. and it always seems like people are so happy. the ones that come in with their investment banker boyfriends....or the beautiful women with the fat engagement rings...or the girls with the chanel glasses....its like for someone like me, who does not have any of that...it just seems like they are so happy. i know they probably are not. i know someone is going to respond and say "well i bet their boyfriends dads uncle beats them" or something. or even just driving to and from work everyday...i look around...and everyone just seems happy. and that they are living in the moment..and do not care about what they look like...or how they act. they are perfectly content with being themselves and others like them for that fact. it makes me wonder what those people know or have that i am missing. i feel like maybe it is right in front of my face...but because of my distorted image of myself it goes right over my head. this is all odd talk. and i should make it private or something. being a girl is the hardest thing. i think we are so quick to make excuses for the way others treat us...males especially...because we refuse to think that someone would actually do, say, or think about us or someone. i am making extreme generalized statements here. i know. i am not a feminist. one. two. i just re-read he is just not that into you...and that my friends...that book makes you think. and i cannot spell. and. it is way too hot. maybe that is making me think crazy. the heat. i will blame it on east county. thank you for your words. everyone. it was very nice to know friends care. 2 said :: think.

[10 Jul 2005|10:19pm] [ mood | confused ] i am obviously at a time where i feel like i have no one to talk to at one of my most confusing times. hence. lifejournal. television can only numb my brain for so long. i need a hire a friend or something. someone who understands everything and is compleatly honest with me. i think part of the reason why some people have a hard time taking compliments is because people just give them without any truth or meaning behind them. or. we or our friends have been guilty of giving someone a false compliment just to make someone feel better. and then the person leaves the room and you say something opposite of the compliment given...the comment you knew all along..... do you get what i mean? it seems like everyone has a "someone". and i never seemed to care. but once you have learned what it is like to have "someone".....you never want to know any different. sometimes i wish i never did know the latter. but then again, i am a different person today because of the experience. all i do is work, sleep, and see my friends a few times a week. i am not happy with that sechdule, but yet i have no energy to change it. i am officially confused. i feel rejected...but i am not sure why. i wonder if we will ever be "good enough" as ourselves. ill post this for an hour. and then delete it. for some reason, it works for me. i guess? summer lovin'. 10 said :: think.

[29 May 2005|01:54pm] ohhh livejournal. im home for quite awhile and would like to hang out. so.. let's do so. 3 said :: think.

[21 Apr 2005|10:57pm] ive got a hunger twisting my stomach into knots..... 2 said :: think.

[09 Apr 2005|04:37pm] [ mood | discontent ] you know life isn't swinging your way when you dig out the dashboard cd. shhhhit. 1 said :: think.

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